**Photograph of my Breasts* " As They Were Remembered "

Don't judge me before you read this...

 

I wanted this to be done as tastefully as possible.  These are two pictures of my breasts.  However, they will not look like this for very much longer.  I have been diagnosed with breast cancer.  (Stage 3)  I am 29 years old and I have two children that I am raising on my own.  My husband died of a heart attack less than eight months ago.  He was only 38.  We have had a rough year.  I some days think that this is my bodies way of dying of a broken heart.  I love my husband.  

With no immediate family left on this earth to help me out I am turning to the world. 

  I have a lot to accomplish in the next couple of months.  I am trying to find someone qualified enough to care for my two kids ages four and one.  They are my life.  I have no plans on losing this battle.  I am a stubborn and strong willed person.  However, I will not feel so invincible during chemotherapy.  Therefore I will need help caring for my kids.  That takes money which I don't have.

I have no health insurance.  That is going to be a bit of an obstacle but probably the least of my problems.  The only income we have is from the two jobs that I have now.  I get to take the kids with me while I earn money and that has been a blessing.  I clean houses and do lawn work. 

 I do not own very much.  I have a car.  I have a small apartment.  And I live in a very small town which my husband and I moved to about a year and a half ago.  I am a very private person.  I don't have a social life because my husband was my best friend and our kids were our dream.  Not having a social life outside of our close knit family was okay with my and I never thought twice about it.  

I was going to my yearly exam when they found four lumps.  Two in each breast found close to the armpit area.  I thought they were just cysts.  Especially because of my age.  I am learning however that breast cancer doesn't discriminate.  Man, Woman...Black, White...Big ones small ones....it just doesn't matter.  

I am looking at these pictures and I really do like my breasts.  I will be very sad to lose this part of me.  I will not be able to afford a reconstruction or a "cool tattoo" at this time.  I am still wondering things like...do I still wear a bra...will I weigh less than before?  Stupid things to think about a suppose but thinking is all I seem to do lately.

I wish my husband were here.  I think about him a lot these days.  I think about how crazy he would think I am for putting something like this on display.

I just want to say that I think this is one of my best photos ever taken.  Especially that I took this myself...I just couldn't bare it all to some stranger in a studio.  I could probably have afforded Wal-mart studios.  I laugh when I picture the look on their faces.  They would probably expect some runny-nosed kids and instead ....well...invision your own thought.  

Anyway...this is my creative attempt to pay my doctors and my bills and ensure my kids will be taken care of.  I will be donating a portion of my proceeds to breast cancer research. 

So lets see if we can make my breasts the most expensive breasts ever sold on ebay!!! :)

You will be bidding on an UNCENSORED version of both of these images...unless you like the censored ones better.  I didn't think I could put the real thing on ebay without getting in trouble.  If you would like to see the uncensored versions before you bid...just email me and I will send you a copy.

It will be nice to know that someone out there will be able to admire them as well as me.  I really do think I am losing one of my more favorable features. 

You will receive a framed and titled photograph of both images...and my life long thanks and gratitude.

Thank you for looking at my auction.

I appreciate even this chance I have had to "vent" a little.

And if you not a bidder and your just a reader...that is just fine by me...just say a little prayer instead. 

Thank you again and godbless.

 

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On Oct-06-05 at 11:10:49 PDT, seller added the following information:

Holy Cow...

 

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Now I realize that I know very little about selling...

But I KNOW who they are...

 

Thank you from the bottom of my heart...

 

Not only to them but to EVERYONE thank you ...every last kind soul who has taken the time to write me and send me their prayers...

It means more to me than I could ever put in words...

 

Godbless you all...

 

 

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On Oct-06-05 at 11:19:17 PDT, seller added the following information:

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Thank you again for all of your support...

 

Everyone of you is in my prayers.